Holidays

Yes, I have been having my holidays since Monday this week. But, I haven't been able to write at all cos my mum's in, and I can hardly use the comp when she's in. ><

Holidays are boring... Too lazy to finish my story or to study at all. So I'm just gonna waste time. Peace out.

My Autograph Book

As I very well have a tendency to show off, I bought an autograph book, and I'm showing it off (how very predictable)... I think some parts of it suit Chun Yik very much (hehehehe....) for those who don't know, Chun Yik was my classmate, and he prides himself on being hot and sexy, etc etc etc =) hehehehe....

10-Pin Bowling

Went bowling with my sister's friends yesterday, after going for dinner at Nando's. Their chicken wasn't too bad. I suck (kinda) at bowling. My score was errr 82/180... ><

Nothing much of interest occurs during the weekend. Oh, I got my haircut... and it's so damn short again >< ... it stands up after I sleep, like now >< >< .... and I've got a stupid English assignment to finish in one week which I haven't started... yay... go me.

Weekends are so boring, I kinda hate them now. And it keeps raining in Auckland, so sky's always grey, and the stupid wind keeps blowing. Fortunately I didn't get sick on Friday after getting drenched in the stupid rain with stupid wind some more.

Celebration!!!

Woohoo! Exams over!!! Lolz... I just finished phys... and I don't really care what I got. Hehe, today I went to Esquires Coffee on the recommendation of my Maths teacher (she was trying to prick my conscience by telling me Starbucks rips off the coffee bean growers). Anyway, the coffee wasn't too bad, I just wish I could strengthen it at times, but Esquires is quite large and roomy.It didn't stop me from picking up a coffee from Starbucks afterwards though =) hehe.

Yesterday, I got my Calculus results back. I personally think I did quite well, at least better than half of the Yr 13s, and i'm in Yr 11 (smirk smirk smirk)... I got 1 Excellence, 2 Merits, and 1 Achieved. =) (I'm such a boaster aren't I?)

Hehe, now to relax and write the rest of my book. Ciaoz.

3 down, 2 to go...

Yay!!! Bio, Calculus, and English done... Calculus was easier than I expected, considering that I forgot to study it, whereas English... that's the problem... my fingers hurt from all that writing, stupid essays. I totally made up every single bit, and I recopied my short stories essay with a little bit extra. Everything else was just crap.

Hmm... oh yeah, NOTE TO SELF: Organize movie thing for Friday.
And... Chem and Phys left.... ><>< oh well.....

I hate English I hate English I hate English.... yeah... today wasn't too bad if you discount the fact that there were exams... I disturbed Jason (again!) and he (unsuprisingly) gave a little kid reaction... (cringing and the like, lolz it's hilarious...hehehe) Hmm... I hope Jason doesn't read this... =P gahahahahahahah... I'm so evil.

Starbucks, Bio, Tim's, & Writing

Wow.... Exams today was sooooo boring. But before that... I went to the mall, had breakfast at McDonalds which had really lousy coffee, and it was boiling hot, not good for drinking. Then I had a cuppa at Starbucks and wrote the first page of Chapter 1. Round bout 10 I picked up a 4-shot choc cuppa with hazelnut (mmmm.... good), and walked to school. Then I met up with Mihailo and we went to Tim's. We met his cat and played Uno, as well as admiring his new snow-BMX ('twas a good one).

After that, I underwent two hours of bio exam and one hour of lazing around. I wrote a really cheap horror story in ten minutes. Speaking of which, I think writing stories has become my new passion. Suddenly, I have such a creative stream. Lol, I never imagined it possible, but I don't want to be a writer. Well, at least not a full-time. Maybe I'll write part-time and release my books. We'll see...

And... arghh!!!! Calculus and English on Monday!!!! Noooooooo!!! Practice and study first priority this weekend, so I might not update this weekend. We'll see.... K, i'm off.

Bored....

Study leave today.... and I'm bored to death. I've got nothing to do. I started writing a fantasy "novel" two days ago, and I finished the prologue. I want to continue writing, but I just feel so lazy. >.< yeah.... if any of you are so free to want to read the prologue, you can ask me to type it out and send it to you, if I can be bothered =P ...

Exams until next Friday... isn't that great? My exams actually finish on Wednesday, so I might organise something before I kill myself in boredom. I need to disturb someone -_-"

Exams =(

What I dread is coming, the exams draw near. Sigh... exams this Thursday, and I probably won't be blogging for a short while again =( . At least I get study leave, so I might just not study and go to the city =P ... hehehe.....

I think Jason is getting a little active suddenly... strange... he pushed me when I was reclining a short moment after I pushed him ... *pif* .... Hehe... whatever, he's still a great form of entertainment.... like a little child at play. Children can be so fun to watch, I wonder if they will ever grow up and lose their innocence...

Meaningless...

Exactly what the title says. Meaningless. I feel like that right now. In and out of school, going in and out of home; never here nor there. I feel like I have no true friends at times, I cannot enjoy anything. Probably my own enjoyment is only derived from the pleasure of the "Great Game". Yet, all I do for advancement in the Game does not bring me pleasure.

Friends? Sometimes I do not know what to say. I really never know who really are my friends or otherwise. Truth is, I highly doubt anyone even knows me for who I am. Lonely? Of course I am. Why else would I ramble on and on here? I hide behind the multitude of masks I have, each time wearing a different one. Of course, it's the only way to bring intrigue I sorely feel the lack of into the Game.

People think they know me so well. Sadly, this is far from the truth. None can understand me without first becoming me. It's pure fact. Exactly why I cannot understand others, and that I can understand some. Some are like me in parts, and others unlike.

The Great Game? It's nothing, save an imaginary playing board, where everyone becomes a piece on the board. Everything is done by moves, manipulation of pieces to achieve an aim: Everyone, icluding myself, is a player, and we are all means to an end. I admit I'm not too good a player of the Game, I cannot bear to manipulate some at times; guilt is something I cannot completely mask.

I am troubled, honestly I am. I just feel so weary and tired. At least I never let my mask slip in school. Probably everyone thinks I'm just tired. That, in itself, is good. I cannot afford to have holes in the fascade.

And once more, I rant on and on. Truly, I must say, I will never understand some people. Somehow seeming sincere, but yet I must be wary, I always am. My experiences have changed me so. So hence I watch.

Anyway....
*Draws deep breath*
School was completely and utterly boring and useless. Nothing to be done. Lazing around in field at lunch... Playing diplomacy during english, and apparently my country is quite strong. Like I care. Some people care too much.