All That I Am

Thought I'll do something different today, since I feel so emo for no apparent reason...


I am the one who knows but is never known.

I am the one who is too afraid to ask.

I am the one who listens but is never heard.

I am the one who cowers in fear.

I am the one who utters not truth but falsehoods.

I am the one who never finds solace.

I am the one who loves but is never loved.

I am the one who you think a nerd.

I am the one who is but yet am not.

I am the one who could show you...

I am the one who has friends but yet is still alone.

I am the one who will always wait...

I am the one who seeks but finds not.

I am the paradox that is myself.

Goodbye

No, unfortunately, this is not my goodbye =P. Yesterday, woke up at 4.30 am, bla bla, usual coffee thing, and went to airport to send off all the ppl who were going to Concorde, some college in England which is literally in the middle of nowhere -_-" I honestly wonder why anyone would go there...

It turns out that I arrived at 5 at the airport, and i was earlier than the people departing by about 5 mins! Hmm.... heh... yeah, the rest of the guys leaving came about 15 mins later, leaving some of us who came earlier waiting in a semi-asleep state... heh...

The farewell was a little teary, Stephanie started crying towards the hugging bit, and Justin hugged her.. 3? no, 4 times... cheater =P ... and Justin even hugged Shih Yang... hmm... I think 3 times... lol... it was rather funny in an odd way, in retrospect I suppose it was some twisted bittersweet thing which I always seem to like... but, yeah, a farewell it was...

After the farewell, I decided to follow Hui home, after which I got yet another cup of coffee to regain my wits... then we played WoW (World of Warcraft) till 9? Something like that.... and yeah,we went for breakfast with his grandma, then back to his house playing WoW till 8.30 pm... sigh... Well, at least the UK ppl will be coming back at summer (north), so I'll be back round then to renew my passport... so at least I might see them...

I'll probably go play DotA later with Bernie... so... lunch first... ciaoz~

A very late New Year

Heh, this post is late in coming, but I've been busy for the past few weeks... well... shopping ^^ Yes, there's no apparent end to it is there? Well, that's what you get for coming to Malaysia, the land of cheap products =) To which end yes... I got myself a handphone, woot!! Lol, I think I'm a little over-excited... *takes a deep breath* ... yes... Oh, yes... it's a Nokia 6680... forgot how much it costs in NZ now... but over here, it's about RM1300 otherwise converted to NZ$525? About that... so yeah, really cheap =D

I did get myself more clothes as well, and a new pair of loafers, Hush Puppies I believe... I can only hope the damn sole will last longer this time -_-" Hmm... yes that means *refers to shopping list*... only sports shoes, or something of the sort.... but it's so hard to find a dull black one >.<

And yes, I'm pretty meticulous when it comes to colour, as there are only so many colours that I favour and hence wear... black being one of them. Don't get mixed up though, I'm not Goth, unlike what *SOME* (*cough* NZ classmates *cough*) tend to say. Heh, actually they're just kidding, so yeah... I won't keep flaming them =P (aren't ya all going to worship the all-merciful Gabe? On your knees, wretched heathens!)

So yeah, haven't been doing much lately, except for going to Hui's house yesterday, and then going to Bernie's house, then going with him to the cyber to play DoTA till midnight, which caused me to oversleep today -_-''... *sigh*... Shih Yang and the rest of that group (the one going off to London, or someplace near it) are going tomorrow -_-''... oh well, at least I said goodbye to one of them =P.... lolz....

I'm getting a little hungry again.... so... time for coffee break... ciaoz~