More thoughts...

It's been awhile since I've last written, but then I've been busy with stupid assignment deadlines left and right, plus that stupid Workchoice Day, which we had to go to on tuesday. I'll go into more detail on that next time... when i upload the few photos I bothered taking then...

For some odd reason, I can't seem to stop placing myself in theoretical situations that don't seem to exist for myself. One of them is: what if I liked someone, but that person didn't like me back, and didn't even know? What would I do then? I thought and thought for quite a long time on this one... My answer is this: I simply would not tell, but rather I would just wait, and just be friends, if I already wasn't... Then this is where anyone reading this would call me stupid... I'll just continue being friends, because I won't have the guts to tell... Heh, sad, aint it? But when I think about it, it's what I'm pretty sure I'd do... And no, it's not happening now... so don't get any ideas and tell girls whom I'm friends with... that's the last thing I'd want happening -_-"

Heh, Friday was such a strange day, time seemed fast and slow all at the same time. There's times when I just felt so disorientated from the weird flow of time... considering I never really notice, like everyone else...

In case anyone hasn't noticed, this is a rambling post, which isn't meant to contribute to anything except clear my muddled head of thoughts...

So confused still >.<>


It's troubling... and yet soothing... isn't it weird how your mind is a living paradox?
And no, I'm not going emo... I'm just so very tired... What can you do, when nothing seems real anymore, when you don't know what to say, to think, to feel?

Perhaps it'll be much better to just sleep away the days...

It's all colliding together >.<

Yes, it really all is... I'm having exams next next Wednesday, (just to extend my sentence)... but you know.... strangely it just seems so unreal.... time just flies, and now I feel like I can understand the meaning of the phrase "tempus fugit"... Perhaps I should have taken my own advice... Ahh, it's too late to regret what has already happened anyway...

Sigh... so bored now... relying too much on Jase to divert myself from boredom, and the troubling thoughts that constantly follow... >.< Why... of all things? I'm so confused, sometimes I think it's a lot easier to just withdraw into myself, then perhaps I'd be numb... Wouldn't it be better?
I'm just so tired, I don't know what to do anymore...

I have to leave... Having a long walk... Ciao~ Maybe... who knows...

Just a thought...

As I sat down, this thought came to mind: "How well do my classmates truly know me?" I can't say I was able to answer that question immediately, but when I look around, observe, and make discreet inquiries, I find the answer: Barely.

Why is that? I have many answers for that... I live behind a fascade of falsehoods, each one built upon the other in such an intricate pattern of dependency that should one be revealed, the whole structure of security I hide behind would fall. But every good lie has some amount of truth, and so mine are also half-true. Not that everything I say is a lie, but some are, I'd rather have people not understand me sometimes. It saves me all the pain, all the sorrows of my years before...

But not all of it is just me and me alone. I notice that people all around barely even care about their friends and their peers. Oh, sure they are concerned, but we hardly act to actually do something, we only spectate, and watch as they flounder about in their misery. Not that this applies to everyone, I'm sure there are those who indiscriminately offer a helping hand, while for others, they will help those closest to them. I'm not excluding myself from this judgement too. I too, more often than not, wouldn't extend an offer of help to others. I'd rather sit aside and observe, nothing more. Perhaps that's why I never stay long in anyone's life. Perhaps that's why I have no one to rely on, even though sometimes I feel better off on my own, rather than rely on those that will inevitably betray you. But, who knows? Life's an irony, and it'll twist every word you say round the other way...

Don't mind me. Just walk on, I'm a foolish poor old pessimist, save your concern for those who truly matter in your life.

Wow... it's been awhile...

Yeah, it's really been a long time since I've been blogging.. Been up to nothing throughtout holidays, except go out with friends to watch movies, and yes, despite what people have been saying bout Scary Movie 4, I went ahead and watched it anyway... I thought it was pretty funny... especially with "Harro?" and "Tempura Sushi Sashimi..." as well as the Michael Jackson bit... LOL!

Haha, I also saw other movies, old ones, at Dan's house... We went to VideoEZY and rented some XD... it's fun... and we had no lectures during the two week holiday, so we had two whole weeks for the assignment!!! YAY!!! Lol, anyway, got my assignment back on Tuesday (the usual weekly one), and I got 40/40!!! WOOOOOHOOOOO!! Lol, it's not the first time, but I'm happy nonetheless...

Also had a uni mid-sem test worth 25% last Thursday... Gosh, it wasn't hard... but I can't believe I forgot how to find the Cartesian equation of a graph with a normal vector and a point!!! Arghh!!! And they asked the most stupid question: State the Intermediate Value Theorem... Lol, considering that I went over that one so many times because I noticed them including it in the 04/05 tests as well... it was almost a piece of cake...

You'd think that I'd be pretty free now wouldn't you? (I'm not talking to anyone in particular) I'm not... sadly... Whilst all the malaysian people in malaysia are off enjoying their ONE MONTH HOLIDAY, I have freaking exams in 2 1/2 weeks!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And to top it off, I have got Stats and English to finish by the next two weeks before exams start >.< bright ="P" bio ="P),">

I happen to be sitting in the IC (Information Commons, or Kate Edger Level Zero for MAX ppl) writing my blog as my sis and friends are doing their online chem and pharmacy tests (which i think is worth some single-digit mark out of 100)... And they're helping each other out!!!! But yeah, considering its online and open book, I guess friends count as open book as well... Lol... Anyway, I guess I've written a long enough blog for now... Maybe next time I'll put something which isn't a post...

Ciaoz then~

Photos...?

Lol... it's been awhile since I posted... I've been kinda busy... But, I finally got round ot uploading the photos I took weeks ago (hmm... more like a week ago... but yeah...) So here they are!!!

Here's Jase txting to *I wonder who.... ;)* It was on a Monday morning... so I'm sure I know who it was =P Lol... so fun to make it seem like I'm spreading rumours...

We had a shared breakfast instead of the usual English period... It was incredibly fun... I, for one, really enjoyed having the coffee =)

The food... for the shared breakfast of course... I got to it late... so some of it's already gone... =(

Here's a shot of my form class... Seen walking past (looks more like he's just standing up) is Thomas =)

Heh, Dan looking at my uni assignment... we always check our assignments on the day it's to be submitted, and change our answers round then... Last minute work rulez!!!

Heh, here's Carol during Chem doing something odd... I think someone made fun of her or something... really can't remember, it's funny though =)

Here's Carol taking a photo of the girl who looks very photo-shy... If you were wondering why I have so many pictures of Carol, it's because I was bored, and Carol, me, and the prefect, and Sam were the only ones not doing the Chem practical =P

Carol stole the chocolate Easter Bunny from some dude... How sad... and evil =P

Overview shot of my Chem class...

Lol... this shot was incredibly funny, Carol had no idea Sam was even there... Sam you stalker! So engrossed taking photos aye, Carol? I can't catch stalkers for you all the time ya know =P

K... that's it for know.... ciaoz!

Holidays!!!

Hehe, it's the holidays!!! Hahahaha, so happy school's out, =D ... Our headmaster retired this year, and we had some sort of farewell assembly for him from 1.30 to 2.30 -_-", and yes, the Prime Minister was there again (as always)... For any Malaysians who can't figure out why the PM would even visit the school, it's because my school is in her electorate region, and so she must naturally attend all important functions by our school.

I decided to start taking photos with my phone, but i forgot to upload them at the time I'm writing this blog, so... I'll do it later and put them up under an edit. Hehe, didn't do much today... At Chem, we were supposed to do some practical, but I got distracted, and started taking pics with Carol when she got her digit cam out... lol... And then someone brought a chocolate bunny along, so we broke it (actually, Carol did... we just contributed by helping to eat it)... then for Bio, we started watching the beginning of Sahara... which I've already seen -_-"

Rather tired now, probably going out tomorrow with Jase and Sara, so not going to be blogging tomorrow. I think I might take a little break and bum around all holidays... Should get a job aye? >.<>

Ciaoz for now.

P/S: I've decided to go monochromatic per post, since it hurts my eyes less...

Organizer at ready -_-"

Pfft... feeling lazy to write much, beyond the fact that I wanna rant about stupid homework... I HATE DOING HOMEWORK!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It's a good thing my Bio test got postponed to next Tues, or I'll bloody wring my Bio teacher's neck... Hehe, probably not, otherwise I'll have to go to jail aye? Yeah, I had a Chem test yesterday... I think I failed... Heh, need to start working on Chem soon. Oh, had MAX yesterday too.

Well, MAX was it's boring usual self, and strangely, not so many insults. The highlights of the day:
1) Jase did a performing seal act!!! (you know, the clapping hand thing that seals do)
2) We finished the lecture 30 minutes early!!! YAY!!!
3) Tutorial was extended, and we only had 3 questions!!! So I went for a walk =P
4) I beat Jase in his assignment by 5 marks!!! (out of 40) And this brings it to a grand total of beating him by.... 5 marks!!!! YAY!!!!

Hmm, after MAX, which finished 30 mins early, so we finished at 6.30pm... Me, Sae, and Jase went over to some cafe at uni after going for a walk (forgot it's name again, think it's Slurp or something). I only vaguely recall us talking about going to city after uni one day... and going to Jase's place for a sleepover... Lol, and since Jase lives like far away near a forest, Sae was talking about camping in the woods (implying that Jase lived in the woods... Hah! Especially if you're reading this Jase, HAH!!!) Well, personally I don't really mind the sleepover thingy, but Sae is a girl (I think she is... at least... sorry Sae =P), and I think too that 'twould be strange if you were a guy, and you tell your mum that a guy and A GIRL is coming over to sleepover... it's just strange... don't you think, Sae? Well, maybe I'm the only one who thinks too much about what parents think... but it's rather odd... well, not as bad as just a girl sleeping over, but still...

Enough with yesterday... Today was absolute crap. We got more news that for English, I've got to do research for a bloody exam essay question, and write 4 pages worth of an essay. 4 PAGES!!! And I have to write it on Friday!!! To top it all, I've got to do my English research assignment, and my uni assignment, and scholarship, and rant rant rant blah blah blah whine whine whine mumble mumble mumble bitch bitch bitch... yeah... all that...

Sigh... after school me and Jase went over to St Lukes, and I got us a McD's sundae, since I can get 2 for $2 ^^, it wasn't so bad, and it was nice and cold, which was good for a hot day. Then we had to walk back to school, and that completely undid all the good work the sundae did in cooling me down... ARGHH, waste of a useless sundae.... Yeah, think I better start with some work, or go to library to get books for research assignment... Ciaoz~

P?S: I just remembered that my post title has no relevance to the post for today... So I better explain it... Since I/We/MAX people were thinking of doing something during hols or after MAx itself... we were talking of going to city... And somehow,the task of organizing gets pushed to me... Sigh... Just because I'm being nice doesn't mean I'll organize forever you know...

School SUCKS!

Sigh... it really does now... so much homework from English... Tied down with Stats and Chem tests on Monday and Tues respectively... what a great way to make my day -_-" ... and the weekend following...

Heh... wish I had something to do this weekend, well Saturday especially... I'm feeling so tired... and depressed... Sigh... Had a scholarship calc meeting yesterday... it got a little confusing towards the 10 mins, probably because the teacher started cramming everything... I hope stats scholarship isn't worse... although I think it's actually way worse -_-" ... and I don't like stats to begin with...

Hmm... usual day today, beyond the stupid boring Friday assembly we always have... I went to St Lukes after that with Duncan, Thomas, Jase, Chris, & Shane... Duncan bought Oblivion (Elder Scrolls 4), which only got out in NZ today or yesterday... how useless of NZ gamestores... then Jase and Shane left for home (why go to St Lukes in the first place if you walk back after you get here? lol...) Chris went to get the bus, leaving me, Tom, and Dunc all by ourselves... (aww...) Since we felt kinda hungry (Dunc had no lunch, I had barely any, Tom had a very healthy appetite), we got ourselves curry ^^ then Dunc ditched us (fine, he had a good reason too... since he had to be back). Me and Tom wandered around looking at music stores, then we left, and went our separate ways home.

I witnessed a very bad accident on my way back... Well, no one died... but a car got kinda screwed up... lotsa smoke... Kinda freaky...

Routine...

Sigh... life is pretty much routine again... for the whole week, nothing, go to st lukes instead of free period with Jase, do assignments on Sat, Sun, and Mon (sometimes even Tues)... go uni on Tues after school, hand them in, go for lecture, talk in tutorial, diss and be dissed... and it's starting to get really annoying... Sara's being a little over the top sometimes... I mean... I can take it being called gay sometimes in jest, but hearing it for like 50 times for just 2 1/2 hours is plain annoying... I mean... I don't even call Jase or anyone I know gay 20 times in 2 1/2 hours... And she should know that everyone has a limit... -_-" .... It's just boring now... Hmm... which reminds me... I forgot to pay for my uni fees >.< oops...

Yeah, then on Sunday nights I go to church with sis and her friends, look at pretty chicks, maybe talk a little, enjoy church service... Then go with sis and her friends for dinner, since my classmates are all too cheap/busy to go out for dinner with me (which is logical, I mean, if you get dinner at home to begin with, why go out and spend more?)

Sigh... as I expected, life is pretty boring once more, and there's nothing to do except disturb Jase all the time... It's pretty fun to disturb Jase about the girls he likes (whom I don't know, since he's evil =P and won't tell me)... but then he'll just go on and tease me about the girls I like (grrr) .... -_-"

You know what? Since he doesn't want to tell me, I probably should tease him about liking guys... I mean... think about it.... it'll be the perfect way to crack the shell ^^ you'd go like... "Why won't you tell me? Is it because they're guys?" Lol... I'm pretty sure anyone would crack under that much pressure... heh... ^^

I must be really bored, considering the fact that I find this entertaining... sigh... I honestly need to find something to do... maybe I should actually start chasing girls instead of just letting them by ^^ ... but then I'll just seem like a player... lol...

So bored, going to library to avoid my mum before she thinks of chores for me to do. Ciao~

Crammation...

Spent the whole of today cramming everything. Yeah, first, had to kinda stuff all of uni assignment into physics, so didn't manage to pay attention to some stuff about rotational inertia... Then had Bio, which sucked because I essentially had to reorganize all the data. Right after that, I had to cram studying for that stupid Chem test...

After all that, we went to uni (since what's in between is irrelevant); and it was then that life started to perk up. The lecturer was teaching differentiation, which was mostly common sense for 2 years already, and so me, Nithin, Daniel (he was probably paying attention anyway, but I'll incclude him still), Jason, and Sara (yes Sara the chick who called me and Jase a couple >.<) ended up talking to each other most of the time. Obviously we couldn't talk during lectures since there weren't enough people (40ish isn't enough, I'm thinking like 150ish and a big lecture hall). During lectures we mostly communicated via notes, like some ermm... retro version of MSN... heh.

Tutorial was the highlight of uni. Since it was differentiation and all that crap, we ditched the thought of doing it right away, and proceeded to talk. Yes, talk. I believe it was all very disturbing, but yeah, still kinda funny in a disturbing way. First, Sara had to go along and start talking about me and Jase again -_-", which is really disturbing... but yeah, you kinda know what it is... something about me secretly liking Jase, and Jase secretly liking me... which IS JUST SO WEIRD >.<>.<>.<.... ouch.... Then Dan had to go and talk about the elbowing war that me and Jase had. Well, some sort of elbowing war anyway. It started last week when we got a ride from Nithin's dad to uni, and Jase elbowed me, and I elbowed him back, and it all started until we got off at uni >.<... Anyway, it continued today as well, except that I ended up friction burning my arm due to Jase rubbing his arm against mine in a desperate effort to cheat -_-"... Since Dan was sitting on our left (yes, 3 people in the back seat), he obviously made some comment about it later in MAX, and he just had to portray it in like the most gay and disturbing way EVER.

I got my revenge though, because that made Sara decide to pick on him. I don't really remember what happened, but it went along the lines of Dan being a gay in secret, and being insecure, etc etc etc. Then we had a major topic change to Brokeback Mountain, and somehow Dan ended up being called the Brokeback Mountain Guy... lol.

By the way, Nithin was called "Cookies" by Sara, since he brought cookies to MAX on the first week. She wanted to give Jase a nickname, and she somehow had a weird notion in her mind, and decided to call him "Cream"... Now you can think of all the implications in those names... I mean, Cream alone is bad enough, but when you add Cookies to it.... >.<... yeah.... And so we ditched the Cream thing, not before I had quite a few laughs at it, and she decided to call him Dean, since it's his middle name... I can't really remember much now that I think of it, it's kinda like blurry and hazy... >.< ... I do remember it being crazy, disturbing, and kinda funny.

Moving on... Yeah, there's this crazy tutor in Tutorial that seems to pick on me, maybe because I offered him Pringles the first time... (maybe he's like allergic to it, I don't know >.<)... but yeah, ever since then, he'd always pick on me for not doing my tutorial work... Sara (she seems to have all these crazy ideas, doesn't she) asked me, and practically got the whole group, to make me do a kinda raised eyebrow + nod greeting (which is kinda gay if you've seen it)... Fortunately though, he never looked our way...

Time to go and do Bio research... Ciaoz~

Stupid Field Trip

As above, stupid Bio field trip. We spent $14 on bus fares alone I believe, since it's a public beach and all that... so we actually don't need to pay for entrance fees and all that crap. Really dumb field trip too, all we did was count stupid percentage cover of idiotic miniscule marine life like barnacles and more shit.

Useless piece of crap took a long time as well. By the time we were finished with 3 quadrat samples, it was lunch -__-"

We then had to provide our own lunches (cheap school), and then recopy the damn results, which took an awfully long time, since Dan got the results all over the place. And now I've got to do some shitty research for barnacles or something to write about... Gah! And top it with a Chemistry test, and my uni assignment.... >.< Stupid school keeps doing things at the wrong time. Idiots, the whole lot -_-"

Better get started with research.... ciao~

It's been a while...

Ya know, I just remembered that I had a blog I could turn to... Heh, this blog is kinda dying, ever since I've been busy trying to readjust to school life in NZ -_-" Plus the fact that I have extra lectures at uni makes it harder....

I'm kinda adjusted now, and school's pretty much the same. Same old faces, same old boredom. Same things that I do nearly everyday, which include bugging Jason as a source of entertainment ^^ It's rather interesting to see how a person can continuously give the same reaction over and over again...

Which brings me to uni lectures. It's rather dull, and I nearly fell asleep again last week. We learn basically advanced versions (marginally) to what we've learnt before in Add Maths. But yeah, sometimes interesting things can happen sometimes. The lecturers so far are known to make lame and dry jokes, although their comments about certain things in lectures tend to be funnier than their jokes. For example, the gay assymptotes. He never said that, but he did say a whole lot of things that can be taken to mean that: "the ones you don't want to meet on a dark night in MAX (the name of our course)" and "the non-straight assymptotes"

Some people are kinda nice, which is something different to the girls at my school, considering the vast majority of them are annoying. Nice, albeit a bit weird... Yeah, this chick called Sarah asked me and Jason last Tuesday after MAX, whether we were a couple.... -_-" I mean.... wow.... someone here really needs to study relationships a bit more. Do I and Jason look even remotely like a couple? But beyond that, she's quite nice herself, she brings snacks to lectures, which she shares with us, and we bring our own snacks to share with her (except Jason, of course =P, who just eats ours... Parasite.... lol =P)

I kinda miss Kuching now that I think about it... It was a really great holiday towards the end, all the gambling, all the late nighters, everything... sigh... But yeah, NZ isn't so bad anymore, since I have people to disturb ^^ And 'sides, I've noticed a few hot ones around recently... Maybe it's b'cos I decided to quit moping around... But yeah, it's a sad thing that I don't know most of them yet...

Heh, this is going to be my last year of school, since there's not much point staying for another (as if I'm going to be made prefect anyways)... So yeah, I'm probably off to uni next year... I think Jase might be coming along too... Heh, which may be bad for him, since he'd be so distracted by me (not, I'd probably start being serious during uni anyways)

In retrospect, it's really a good thing that anyone who reads this blog thinks it's dead... Now I get to post anything I like, and for the most part, my NZ classmates (who I rather them to not read, since they'd just incessantly bug me about anything I post in here.... like the couple thing, for one >.<) But yeah, school's really boring, and I have another weekly assignment due on Tuesday >.<

I'm apparently going for a really dull Bio field trip (to the beach, it sounds great, I know, but all you do there is count seashells). Hopefully it doesn't rain... And I'll probably just laze around and make up results like I always do for Bio anyway... Bio's full of crap here... You can just write random things and still get Excellence (for the most part, anything in NZ seems to be that way...) I think I'll go and have my shower now... Overslept today, so I'll have to go to church tonight, instead of now... heh.... ciaoz~

All That I Am

Thought I'll do something different today, since I feel so emo for no apparent reason...


I am the one who knows but is never known.

I am the one who is too afraid to ask.

I am the one who listens but is never heard.

I am the one who cowers in fear.

I am the one who utters not truth but falsehoods.

I am the one who never finds solace.

I am the one who loves but is never loved.

I am the one who you think a nerd.

I am the one who is but yet am not.

I am the one who could show you...

I am the one who has friends but yet is still alone.

I am the one who will always wait...

I am the one who seeks but finds not.

I am the paradox that is myself.

Goodbye

No, unfortunately, this is not my goodbye =P. Yesterday, woke up at 4.30 am, bla bla, usual coffee thing, and went to airport to send off all the ppl who were going to Concorde, some college in England which is literally in the middle of nowhere -_-" I honestly wonder why anyone would go there...

It turns out that I arrived at 5 at the airport, and i was earlier than the people departing by about 5 mins! Hmm.... heh... yeah, the rest of the guys leaving came about 15 mins later, leaving some of us who came earlier waiting in a semi-asleep state... heh...

The farewell was a little teary, Stephanie started crying towards the hugging bit, and Justin hugged her.. 3? no, 4 times... cheater =P ... and Justin even hugged Shih Yang... hmm... I think 3 times... lol... it was rather funny in an odd way, in retrospect I suppose it was some twisted bittersweet thing which I always seem to like... but, yeah, a farewell it was...

After the farewell, I decided to follow Hui home, after which I got yet another cup of coffee to regain my wits... then we played WoW (World of Warcraft) till 9? Something like that.... and yeah,we went for breakfast with his grandma, then back to his house playing WoW till 8.30 pm... sigh... Well, at least the UK ppl will be coming back at summer (north), so I'll be back round then to renew my passport... so at least I might see them...

I'll probably go play DotA later with Bernie... so... lunch first... ciaoz~

A very late New Year

Heh, this post is late in coming, but I've been busy for the past few weeks... well... shopping ^^ Yes, there's no apparent end to it is there? Well, that's what you get for coming to Malaysia, the land of cheap products =) To which end yes... I got myself a handphone, woot!! Lol, I think I'm a little over-excited... *takes a deep breath* ... yes... Oh, yes... it's a Nokia 6680... forgot how much it costs in NZ now... but over here, it's about RM1300 otherwise converted to NZ$525? About that... so yeah, really cheap =D

I did get myself more clothes as well, and a new pair of loafers, Hush Puppies I believe... I can only hope the damn sole will last longer this time -_-" Hmm... yes that means *refers to shopping list*... only sports shoes, or something of the sort.... but it's so hard to find a dull black one >.<

And yes, I'm pretty meticulous when it comes to colour, as there are only so many colours that I favour and hence wear... black being one of them. Don't get mixed up though, I'm not Goth, unlike what *SOME* (*cough* NZ classmates *cough*) tend to say. Heh, actually they're just kidding, so yeah... I won't keep flaming them =P (aren't ya all going to worship the all-merciful Gabe? On your knees, wretched heathens!)

So yeah, haven't been doing much lately, except for going to Hui's house yesterday, and then going to Bernie's house, then going with him to the cyber to play DoTA till midnight, which caused me to oversleep today -_-''... *sigh*... Shih Yang and the rest of that group (the one going off to London, or someplace near it) are going tomorrow -_-''... oh well, at least I said goodbye to one of them =P.... lolz....

I'm getting a little hungry again.... so... time for coffee break... ciaoz~

Shopping~

Yeah, went shopping earlier today... Bought myself a few polo shirts, a pair of jeans (yes, finally, for the first time o_O), a long sleeve, and a few short sleeves, basic stuff etc...

Also, got myself a pair of contacts. As anyone wearing contacts would know, there is always trouble in learning to put on contacts. I was a different case. Not only did I have trouble putting them on, I had EVEN MORE trouble taking them off! An unusual case indeed, considering that nearly everyone who got contacts there had no difficulties taking it off. My eyes hurt a little now from the trouble of trying to take it off. I eventually had to resort to asking them to get it out, idiotic contacts. They should make contacts that are eletronically sensitive to when you want to take them off, then they just pop out, instead of having to take them off manually, since my friggin eyes keep blinking when i bring my finger that close to the eyeball, grr....

Beyond that, haven't done much, got my dad to get me some Tiger beer, and some Stella Artois... since he doesn't drink much alcohol nowadays. I also discovered that the bottle of Baileys I asked him to buy and keep was given away, of all things! My BAILEYS!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! But... it's fine with me... sigh...

K, I better try to put my contacts on again, hopefully I can take them off this time >.<

I can't believe this...

Man, the coffee they sell inside the transit terminal sucks, it's not even worth $4 when it's only about the size of a Starbucks "Tall", so little >.< ...

Yeah, my hands are kinda sore now, I think I played a little too much DOA >.<>

I can't believe this is the third entry or so today -_-" I'm so cranked now... Not sleepy, not tired, how weird is that... I'm going to be awake for probably 40 hours or more by tonight -_-" weeee.... at least I don't have a bloody headache anymore >.< ... i'm just getting giddy... stupid singapore airport... they shouldn't limit my session times... and for God's sake, can't they give us chairs? I'm so tired of standing while typing...

I still have about 5 hours to go before I leave on the flight, or more like 5 1/2 hours -_-" ... and I'm already so bored... Jase's no fun when he's all quiet, and I don't have that much cash to throw away calling anyone in NZ =P (actually, I spent about $8 calling Duncan cos' I was bored... lol)

And the timer's ticking away again... I had best relogin before I get forcibly booted off the system... Ciaoz~

And it's 4 am... -_-"

This sucks... I'm so bored... and I can't sleep, -_-" ... so I played some DOA 2 Ultimate on the Xbox, and tried to find Starbucks or Coffee Bean. Sad thing is, it's outside at the check-in section, and I can't go there, since I'm in transit -_-" ... and this sucks so bad... I only got like two hours of sleep... or maybe one... since landing here... sigh... I'm feeling dehydrated again...

Changi is really boring if you have to stay there for more than 12 hours... the Xbox system is so weird... either the up directional for the keypad got spoilt or it simply never existed in DOA -_-" this makes it so hard to do moves, since I have to use the darn analog... -_-"

And there seriously is nothing to eat as well, I mean, it's rather costly and I don't feel like spending money on food which I know would cost much less if I could just leave the airport...

Heh, I'm going to get a coffee, and rehydrate myself with water... Ciaoz~

Peace out.

Hangover -_-"

I'm at Changi now, it's so HOT! And I have a hangover... probably from drinking all that Smirnoff, Jim Beam, Lindauer Brut, Savignon, Cabernet, Pinot Noir, Riesling, Export Gold, etc.... especially at high altitudes >.<

Yeah, was so bored when flying, 10 fucking hours of nothing... hmm... at least I get to disturb Jason now... poor guy... not sleeping... meh...

So sad... there was a booze party on Saturday night which I couldn't go to cos' I was leaving on the day after >.< booze ='(

Will write again. Ciaoz~

Ow, ow, ow, ow...

Yeah, ouch... my feet hurt. My sandal strap broke yesterday, and since my sports shoes were already spoilt... I decided to get me a pair of jandals... And boy, was it a BIG mistake. I thought a pair of cheap jandals couldn't hurt me much... and it turned out that the damn rubber strap was rubbing both my feet sore! Now I have two sore patches, one for each foot -_-" when I walked to Duncan's house today... Sigh... I almost regret it. Luckily they cost $6.35, so I'm just going to bin them before I leave for Malaysia.

Hmm, not much in that aspect, I left for Dunc's house at 10-ish coming to 11, and got there at 12? Something like that, and before that I was at Starbucks reading the paper. I came across something interesting in Sideswipe at the paper. Some people found an iceshaver, you know, the one used to make ais kacang (for those who are not clear, a M'sian / Singaporean local favourite with sweetened red beans and other things) And they didn't know what it was! They had a suggestion, an antique CD burner... LOLOLOL... for those of you that didn't see it, it looked exactly like the old-fashioned ones, with wheel and everything (no automatic spin)

Beyond that, nothing was really of interest today... So yeah, off I go~