10 Days Left...

Hmm, Will tells me that the colours I use are psychedelic... meh, whatever... too bad if he can't read =P Lolz, back to topic, I'm leaving NZ, (cheer people cheer, and hope I die in the next tsunami eh?) of course I'll be returning (this is where you cross your fingers) on Feb 5th or something like that. I leave on.... Dec 11, Sunday... and I'M GOING TO MISS THE SPM FAREWELL DINNER... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! Heh....

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

Ermm, hmm probably not exactly over... since I still have that idiotic scholarship Calculus exam... but still... it's like 9 days or so of free time!!! And I havn't started packing! Argh! I still havn't bought presents for anyone either! Crap! Shit! Fuck! (my first expletive!!!) heh...

Hmm... ok... enough with the hyper crap, I better go before I do myself more damage...

Ciaoz~

Meh.

I'm currently sitting in a cyber... Lolz... and I don't really know why... Hehe... Physics left only... oh and Scholarship too... which I don't care for since I won't pass anyway =)

I should organize something, but I can't be bothered.... if someone organized something it would be interesting...

I did not do much these few days, go Starbucks, go online, go offline, read Death Note, and do last minute study when required... so yeah... I'm feeling slow and lazy. -_-"

Quite a few people at Starbucks are on strike. And, contrary to what people think, it's not my home (hahaha..) and I can't care less about them.

I find it extremely annoying when people keep bugging me about my blog, like seriously... if you think my blog is boring... it's because my life is boring... I don't have to make it interesting for you, it's MY LIFE, and MY blog. There. All better now =)

Time to go. I'm off~

ZZZzzzZZZzzzZZZ....

So. Bored. Did absolutely nothing for the past weekend, today included. Let's see, posted a birthday card to my dad (24th Nov... it's abit late, I know >.<)... and nothing else of value... Two more major exams.... Go me =/

Yeah, as usual I spent my afternoon at Starbucks... there's nowhere else to go anyway... and Will gave me 3 free drinks because he had nothing better to do... lol...

Sigh... there's really nothing to do... maybe I'll go to a cyber for the whole afternoon tomorrow... I'll see...

Nothing more to say... oh yeah... it's Jason's b'day (-_-")... i wouldn't have figured unless he didn't put it on his MSN... hehe...

I'm off~

On the First Day Of Exam...

Well, here we are, into and well past the first exam... ermm.. think I just contradicted myself... whatever... Well, just had Bio... which was, as usual, pure utter complete bullcrap. I finished it and left early. The hectic thing about the exams is... I have CALCULUS FOLLOWED BY ENGLISH.... ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!! SCREW ENGLISH!!!!!! Anyway, I still havn't studied for calculus or english, so I probably should.

Well, Calculus is not much of a concern. I'm sorely missing bugging people, and I'm very much addicted to Starbucks. Hmm, yeah, anyway, I followed Thomas, Duncan, and Chris to Thomas's house, where we played a bit of Singstar... truth to say, Duncan seemed to have little control over his voice modulation, but oddly... he probably sounded better than the rest of us... The irony...

Then Elliot came over, and after Duncan and Chris left, they went to exhaust / walk Thomas's over-hyper little dog. Truth to say, it honestly was freakishly hyper, and I thought Lionel was way more hyper than that, but it seems I'm wrong... Then I followed them towards the gym, as it was on the way to my house, and obviously, I got kinda lost through all the twists and turns, so I thought I should follow them till I could find my way home.

There's not much to do, I already handed in my application form to do the MAX programme. So bored, probably should wait for my exams to resolve. Sigh... I wanna go to the graduation dinner in M'sia ='( ... oh well... wishes won't help much. I better practice some problems in Calculus, otherwise I'll screw up my parametric graphs in Conics. Ta~

I'm off. Ciaoz..

Depression sets in...

I'm just feeling so tired and depressed today. Study leave has officially started, but I still feel sad inside, and so very weary... I feel at times like just closing my eyes forever, to leave behind my wretched, miserable life... sigh...

Not much of interest happened today, well obviously, considering that we only had 1 period of school. Well, except from me spraying Jason's hair with Black Code (Giorgio Armani fragance)... and getting him to "smell good". Heh. Exams are starting next week, and I find that I am progressively less and less concerned. I just feel out of it, and so mindless and depressed...

After school, I went to Starbucks again, and the barrista let me try some filtered Yukon coffee... using a French press, it wasn't too bad. I'm not much of a coffee connoisieur... (I think that's how it is)... so I wouldn't be able to tell you much about it. I then watched "Kiss Kiss Bang Bang" with Mihailo. I personally wouldn't recommend this movie to anyone, although it has its moments, and has an interesting twist, well, it was a little weird.

In a way, I think I will miss bugging Jason... sigh... I wish I had something to do... How depressing... I'm off to brood.

Out.

Firstborn and Square-faces...

Heh, today was a rather amusing day... Anyway, let me start. As usual, I'm disturbing Jason, and this was during Maths. Well, needless to say, I used my G2 pen and drew a line on his arm, not very nice as it's inky. Well, I repeated it again, and he threatened me: "Don't do it again, or I'll eat your firstborn..." Hmm... talk about bizarre... Lol... And quite obviously, I repeated it several times, till I think he has to eat 7 of my firstborn, which is impossible if you think about it. And oh yes, I told my Maths teacher, it went:

ME: Miss! Jason said he wanted to eat my firstborn!
Jason: I did not!
Teacher: *lifts eyebrow*

Later...

ME: Miss! Jason said he wanted to eat two of my firstborn!
Teacher: Well, given his disorder which you told me about (yeah, I said he had OCD / Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), he won't be able to eat them (because he eats the same thing everyday, kinda)
Jason: *puzzled look*

Heh, it got worse too... with him having to eat Nithin's 5 firstborn.... lolz.... talk about a really strange situation....

Later during the day, last period actually, we had no assembly, and so we got a free period of PE. Well, I suddenly noticed that Jason had a square face, and being as blatant as I usually am, I said it out loud. "Oh my gawd, your face is SQUARE!" And he pushed me off the seat. And then... I said "Square-Face!" and he pushed me off again. And then.... "I don't see what you don't like about being called square faced..." and... you know... I got pushed off again...

Well, lots of other things happened then too, some very disgusting, and some very dodgy, which I will not go into... Anywayz, ciaoz, I'm off for now.

Life as it is...

There isn't really much to expect from life these few days... As usual, I go to school, and disturb people, usually Jason, just because he's too easy to disturb, and laze around all day. Then I skive off doing homework, and so on.

I'm so bored, and exams are coming up in about two weeks... I don't intend to start studying yet though. I know it's not good, but.... I don't feel like it. I seem to get more depressed lately too.

I don't really know why, but I just feel so tired, and so weary. I notice that I'm getting more and more childish, perhaps some influence from Jason? I wouldn't know... it might be the end of year influence I seem to have annually.

I'm writing in short paragraphs because I feel like it. Sometimes I wish I didn't live with my parents, particularly my mum, since I'm currently staying with her, then perhaps I would be less depressed...

Reflecting, I noticed that I had quite a fun year... I kinda feel a little guilty to Jason for being so mean... but I certainly never regretted teasing him, though I might make it up to him by getting him something for his birthday which I think is coming up soon. I'm so nice (not)

I went to Starbucks so frequently these past weeks. The baristas definitely know me on a first-name basis by now... it's so good to just sleep there, and not be in the depressing life I'm a part of. Sigh... I'm so tired... and depressed... I think I'll go and entertain myself tomorrow by disturbing someone... hmm.... I probably should organize a movie outing soon...

Till then. Peace out.